Sandeep wishes she could be done with this essay, because its gorgeouos out and she would rather be baking vegan cupcakes and having a picnic at the beach with her little sister!
Essays are really just a waste of a day. Oh my, today was such a beautiful day in Santa Cruz. The sun was shining, and everything was beautiful and green. I wanted to throw off my clothes and lay in the grass, despite the cool breeze, which just added to my dissapointment in having to write an essay. I havent seen the you in so long. I miss you dear sun.
Mom, Dad you should give me my tuition money one by one and I will use it to support myself.
No college, no pain, no life wasting. And best of all no Money Wasting.
I could start my own bakery business, helping people all over the world one cupcake at a time.
I really want to bake some cupcakes right now
but Sandeep says we are going to sushi, and I will spoil my dinner.
Im tired of being inside, and I cant take it anymore.
I want to play on the beach in my pink dress.
Monday, January 25, 2010
I love anthropologie. $$$.
We will be living together soon ! I cant wait to decorate the place. It has been agreed there must be lots of plants and flowery things.
My newest aspiration is to be in a Marc Jacobs Ad.
Sunday, January 24, 2010
It's true. I dont know what I want yet. One moment I see my perfect yellow house with ivy climbing up its side, and I'm smiling down the stairs to my beautiful garden, having tea with a new stranger, all dressed up. A picnic, with the sunlight making the grass look so green its not even natural looking, but I take a step onto the side walk, and I'm in stacked heels parading about the city. Everyone loves me, and I'm beautiful. I'm throwing a party on my roof top with lots of lights and pink drinks. Then everyone leaves and its just me in blankets watching movies on the couch, which belonged to Marie Antoinette at one point in history. It doesnt stop here, because when I wake up in the morning I go to work, at my bakery, and I make the public happy by serving them my latest favourite. And now I'm traveling around the world trying to bring water to people who have never even heard of Louis Vuitton, or a warm shower...
There is so much I wish to do, but I am unmotivated to do anything about it. I feel like here is a waste of time, but even though I am pushed into doing these "normal" things by society, I try to live everyday simply, just in awe that the day exists, and that me, a small particle in the universe, can aspire.